Before I arrived for my visit with Daddy, he sent me a video of a slave being used by two Masters. They were very harsh with her and used her body repeatedly. They took her anally, vaginally and facefucked her. They degraded her by spitting on her. It was a very intense scene. She had no break and they did not let up in using her for any plea.
Daddy and I spoke about it after I watched it. We talked about how she gave of her service and it was not at all about her receiving pleasure. As a viewer, I was initially appalled that she was used almost to the point of abuse.
When I thought about the scene from a lifestyle perspective, I realized it was along the same lines as what I crave with Daddy. When he leaves his Daddy Protector behind and his Stern Master side comes out it puts me very quickly into a deeply submissive state.
As we discussed the video he said, “They took and she gave. I have spit on your sex like that but never degraded you with it. I have slapped your face but didn’t know what you felt about it. There will be more discussions and demands.”
Finally he said, “You have mentioned degradation before and that name calling is a turn on. We haven’t gone to sub space in a very long time. Prepare for that on vacation.”
Fast forward a week. After picking me up from the airport and taking me to dinner, we went home together. We had some snuggle time then he said, “Stand please. Strip off your clothes and kneel.”
I took a deep breath and followed directions. I pulled my dress above my head and dropped it on the other couch. I faced him then took off my bra and panties. As I knelt he said, “Very nice. Eyes down.”
My eyes were lowered already but now I knew not to raise them, he rarely specifies that. “Arms at your sides. Remember, what I said?” I knew immediately and nodded. A race of adrenaline shot through me. I was finally with him after a month of no Daddy and now I would be tested by Master too. I was giddy and nervous all at once.