I want to write and share my thoughts. I’ve felt stifled for a while. I’m not really sure why. So, I’ll just write a bit and hope to come back to it again. I always do eventually.
I started college again. One of these days I’ll have my degree. I’m 60% done with a summer course. It’s been about 8 years since the last time I took a class. I only have about 5 classes left to finish my degree. So, one class at a time. I’ll get there.
Mr. D and I are doing fine. I’m too busy and he’s dealing with a pain in the ass boss at work so the combo isn’t the best place our relationship has been. But we’re doing ok.
My son is in a bad place. Teenage years. Ugh. Enough said, this blog isn’t about that.
Nothing out of the ordinary to report on the sexual front. We have sex. I think we have good sex. I enjoy it. I just haven’t felt like it’s something to share. Not sure why. There has been play sessions and some hot sessions. Maybe it’s married sex, fun for us but really similar to many other times we’ve had sex. So, it’s not earth-shattering writing material. I think writing…passionate writing…takes gasping, spasming newness. That initial high of subspace, that crazy stupid insane shit you do when it’s all new and you’re high on each other, that kind of material.
I think I need to learn how to write the long-haul subtleties…the beauty of constancy. I miss writing. I miss my submission.
6 thoughts on “Today, tomorrow and the days after”
welcome to the world of BDSM! Sometimes it is hot and exciting sometimes life gets in the way. It is like a river with all the twists and turns. Sometimes we have to paddle frantically sometimes we can lay on our backs and float. ❤
I like that phrase, “long haul subleties! Good to “see you” again.
I’m struggling to write too. I need to just do it. I miss it.
Yes, sometimes it is a struggle but it’s worth it.
very good story