The minute I woke up I knew I had failed him. I felt awful that I had not completed my homework. On top of knowing I had failed to obey him, I had an extra dirty layer of guilt because I hadn’t wanted to obey in the first place.
When he texted me, I knew I would have to report my failure. “How was your homework last night?” He asked.
“I fell asleep before I was able to complete it Daddy, I’m so sorry.”
“Well, we’ll talk about that when I see you tomorrow night lover. Have a great day.” He texted.
Ooo, now that was ominous. A few minutes later he asked, “What time was it before everyone left?”
I answered, then he asked, “And when did the boy finally settle down and go to sleep?” I answered again.
“Ok, thank you darlin.” He was killing me with his calm methodical questions. His analytical mind needed data so Master could decide if and what punishment would be a reciprocal response.
I was flying to be with him the next day. I didn’t have long to wait to see what the verdict was but it was going to be an interminable wait nonetheless.
I wondered about the punishment. I knew I deserved to be punished. I knew Daddy was weighing the options. I knew he could let me off because I was tired and he knew it. I knew he could make it play punishment and we could have fun playing the roles. I also knew he’d want to be lenient because we’re in this weird limbo because we’re living four states apart right now.
Secretly, I didn’t want any of those options. I hadn’t planned this but now that punishment was on the table, I wanted to be truly punished. As a submissive walking the line into slavehood, I want more than anything to feel his power. I want to feel the yoke on my neck and know I’m being led by a strong hand.
He picked me up from the airport on Friday and I was giddy to see him and touch him. Finally, I had my Love in reach again. He fulfills me. Me makes my heart whole. Along with my joy was expectation. What would happen? He knew it and I knew it.
We got to the apartment and he sent me to the kitchen for drinks. He followed. “Arms on the counter in front of you.” Oh god, already? I giggled nervously and bent over the counter, ass out. I was in a lacey blue dress for him. He threw up the skirt exposing my ass. His hand caressed my cheeks then he ever so lightly tapped on each cheek with the palm of his hand pulling my skirt back down afterwards.
“You may finish getting the drinks.” He went about putting things away giving me a little smirk in the process. He knew I was waiting and wondering. He was toying with me.
(To be continued…)