Now, I’ve done the one thing I never wanted to do. I hurt Daddy. I didn’t communicate and now I’ve hurt the one person that I should have put above all others. Why can’t I communicate like I should?
What stops me from doing the right thing immediately? I want to please everyone, I don’t want to hurt anyone and yet I seem to do just that. I hurt Daddy and I feel like the worst person on earth.
Why is this so hard? Why am I so broken? How can I make amends and more importantly, what can I do to handle things right in the first place?
Enigmatic Amor 
Oh no…
Calm down, my dear lady. Think calmy, talk to him and tell him what you feel and why you acted as you did. Be calm, please.
More huggies and best wishes
Thanks Jack, I did calm down.
Poor thing 😦 Honestly, if you steer away from what you are supposed on daily basis, it will on worsen things. He chose you, have faith and be patient. Please don’t be so hard on yourself. Much love xo
Thanks so much. Xoxo