Daddy is teaching me. My last post took too much on myself. He set me straight. It is not my choice. It is his choice to tease me and torment me as much as he wants, when and where he wants.
I am completely addicted to surrendering to him. I love to serve those I love and I have a strong need to please people in general but these traits take on a whole new facet in my interactions with Mr. D. I hear the tone in his voice that brooks no dissent and I immediately surrender to his desire.
But true submission takes time and practice. I want to submit further and more completely to him. I am willing to put myself, my own ego, aside and follow his lead for I hunger to go where he goes and dance this dance with him.
As Mr. D told me today, we will be molded in this crucible together. Yes, please. This is my deepest desire.