I came away from this weekend with one word on my lips and imprinted in mind…INTENSITY.
I have never felt the type or degree of intensity that I feel with Mr. D. The love we share, the things he does, the thoughts he admits, the way he pushes me, the spots on my body he finds and the way he dominates me all seem to coalesce into a focused laser beam of passion for us. Yes, it was an intense weekend.
I have always craved the intensity I felt watching movies like Cat on a Hot Tin Roof or 9 1/2 Weeks. They are hot, hot movies. Not for the sex or the story but because of the raw relationships between Kim Basinger and Mickey Rourke or Elizabeth Taylor and Paul Newman. They simply melted the screen when they were together. It is very rare even in the movies. I am still in awe of what I felt. I want it more and more and more.